I know how u feel, my thoughts about this site confuse me still.
I like coming on here, because i can write about my depression/
SH/Anxiety, hurtful past...a whole host of things.
sometimes people comment, alot of time they dont.
but when they do, it ususally helpful, and supportive, and makes me
know that im not alone, not in everything thats happen, and also when i feel that recovery is possible.
However when i told a threapist that i was on a site like this, she didnt like it, she said that sometimes you get people on these sort of site that are liars, and people who just want to take the piss, and be nasty.And in my 3ish years on this site, i've only encountered it twice, but to be honest i told a
mod, and it was deal with real quick.
Also, sometimes people arent helpful, sometimes i get a bit mad at being told that '
eventually things will work out fine' but thats my short temper i guess.
And finally, i have a bad habbit of going
hunting for, like, sad/triggering stories and images like from youtube...and sometimes theres something on this site like that, even thought its been labeled, it doesnt matter.
I wish i had more 'friends' on the site so i didnt just ramble!
depending on what mood im in i think about things to much too.
but i dont really think that for me its because im on this site
xxx