Thread: Triggering (SH): i thought i could do it
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Exclamation i thought i could do it - February 19th 2010, 02:34 AM
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i thought i could stop self harming, but i guess i can't, bcause 2night i took a staple and cut open the scabs of three cuts from over last weekend. i don't know what 2 do. help me. btw i've been feeling really depressed lately, and it seems like i always have 2 force a smile out. i don't if i have depression. but i may cause like i've felt unhappy since early last year. i don't know if i should talk 2 my counselor about mayb having depression or not. i think imight but i'm not sure. i do know that suicide is always seems 2 b floating somewhere in the back of my mind in the background. but i need help. i wish i hadn't slid that staple across those scabs 2day.

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Last day I cut: 7-13-2010

I believe in everyone that I help that they will get over whatever they are struggling with.

I regret nothing in my past. My past made me who I am today.

There is freedom from self harm feel free to email me anytime if you wanna chat at: alexshort154@yahoo.com
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