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Same for me really, I'm scared of letting them down cos they think i'm doing okay and I don't want them to worry again. I've had some bad experiences with counsellors/therapists... so if this doesn't work I don't think anything will.

I might see how it goes? I guess I can always stop if I feel uncomfortable..?

Yea I feel a lot more comfortable talking to someone else about it, I really don't find it easy to talk to my parents about things but they just don't get that and I struggle with them knowing.