[ForeverAutumn*]

Your'e not at fault.. not at all, Audrey. When you first started dating him you saw his good side, you saw a sweet caring guy. Sometimes you don't want to see the bad in people, you know? Or admit it might be too good to be true. The fact is you are NOT at fault for not listening to your friends, things happen.

Telling someone is a very scary thing to do and I'm proud of you, that you're going to tell your coach. Do you think she could be there with you when you speak to your family? A comforting face? It might make it a bit easier for you. Remember that if you can tell one person.. you can tell someone else. You have that strength within you, and strength isn't something that goes away over time.

The sickness could be stress, it could be some kind of virus.. it might be a good idea to see your doctor.

You're doing an amazing job, hang in there. x