I pretty much agree, this is a really hard question. But I think I can honestly say "no".
I feel like now aside from being a much stronger person, I am also more relatable, understanding, and empathetic. I find it a traumatic, but overall beneficial experience.
I wish I didn't have to have flashbacks, but other than that...I think I'm better off now.
Sick in some ways, but that's how I feel.
PM me if you need anything.
-Andie