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Is it my fault? -
March 4th 2010, 05:30 AM
I knew this girl who was abused by her dad. She told me she was scared to go home because she wasn't sure if she'd live or die. We were really good friends...like sisters. I felt so bad for her. I never knew what it was like to be abused but...I could almost feel her pain. She was diagnosed with Bi polar but I don't think she was. I think she was just mentally ruined because of what her dad did to her. One time, she ran away from home after he threw her off her bed, hit her and told her to get a new home (with a few censored words). She called me from my brother-inlaw's house (They lived like a block away) and was crying. When I got there she was having a huge break down.
She was crying, barely able to breath or stand up. She clung onto me when I got there and didn't want to let go. I didn't either. Her mom just lets it happen and is also very mentally abusive towards her. After that my dad and I took her home and then her friend called and I told her she was safe then SHE went and told the girl's mom and then my dad almost got in trouble with the law. So we gave her back to the police, even though they ignored our countless begging and pleading to not let her go because we both knew she wouldn't make it.
I hate cops after this because they didn't listen at all. They just gave her away. Ever since then I haven't seen her and I'm scared she's dead or something. I don't know what to do. I felt and still do feel so helpless. I couldn't do anything. I had sworn to her I'd keep her safe and I didn't. I broke my promise and its all my fault. I probably made it a whole lot worse for her. I don't know if she's alive or dead and it scares me to death because i know if she's dead then I killed her because I made it worse and I probably made her dad mad enough to finally beat her to death. What do I do?
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