[Nina Twin]

You know what the worst argument against homosexuals/bisexuals is? That it's a choice. No way in HELL it's a choice. If I could have chosen my sexuality, I would not have chosen to feel inferior to other people. I would not have chosen to have spent a great deal of my high school and college years hating myself for being attracted to girls.

I don't know if this is a rant or what, but I just wish I could be straight. My parents don't know, very few of my friends know that I'm bisexual. Even those who do know, I'm constantly paranoid are judging me - judging everything I say, fishing for reasons why I'm "weird" because I like girls. Even though they say they're okay with it, I feel like they really don't think so. And I'm afraid. What if I fall in love with a girl again? What if I want to be in a relationship with a girl? How could I even tolerate the disgusting bigotry and hatred out there that's directed toward homosexuals?

It's not fair. Life isn't fair, though, so whatever.