i was the same way with my guys.
i only slept with the thin tall guys. the only times i was with someone ugly or fat was when they forced themselves on me, or when i was drunk or fucked up on some drug. im 18 and
i have slept with 31 guys, all but 3 or 4 ugly or fat. after i went into rehab, i found that
looks do not matter.
the hottest guys were the ones that cared more about themselves, and didnt think twice before they would hit me. needless to say,
i didnt think twice before i hit them back.
to me, the
attractive guys have ugly personalities.
looks fade over time; skin gets wrinkly, hair turns gray and falls out in some cases, and teeth deteriorate.
personality is for life. i found a guy, and he may not have the best teeth, or shave that damn beard that keeps dropping scraggly hairs all over the place makin me gag when i clean, but he is
a hard working, sweet guy that knows what hard work is, and knows how to have fun and make me happy, and that is why i moved in with him, and may possibly be
marrying him this summer. :}