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How do I stop if he's my biggest trigger? -
March 6th 2010, 07:02 PM
I don't fucking know how I'm supposed to stop with my dad here...
He's such a fucking dick. He's all like "Do you want to go here?" No. "Well do you wanna go here?" No. "Why?" Cause I don't. "Well I'm hungry." Go make some food. "There's nothing here to eat." (Translation: There's nothing that's terrible for you or chocolate)
"Will you teach me how to do this?" No. "Why not?" Cause I don't know how to. "There are directions." So you read them. "I can't read." Silent. (Fuck you, yes you can.)
Then he asks me all these questions that I never know the answer too, "Do you know anything? -laugh-" Yes. "What? That one plus one is seven?" No. "-laugh-"
"Come help me with this." No. "Why the fuck not?!" I'm doing homework. "It's only Saturday, you have all day tomorrow." No I don't. I have to work. "Come help me anyways."
"You're a loser" "You're lazy." "It's all your fault" "Let's just blame Aleisha."
I don't even know if this is even in the right section, but I'm just so fucking pissed off right now and I just want to cutcutcutcut. But I know I shouldn't but it's so hard with my dad around. This is why I fucking hate weekends, half the time I want to hang myself :/
I just really have to vent.
Even the darkest night will end, and the sun will rise.
-Les Miserables
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