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Question Complete lack of emotions lately. Input needed. - March 10th 2010, 06:21 AM

Hello, this is the first post I've made.
I think I'm turning into a sociopath.
I have little to no emotions anymore, and whatever emotion I do have is either anxiety, depression, or anger.
I am not happy, I do not get excited.
I can't cry anymore, and the thing is I love it.
I have had problems with emotions and mental health for a few years now, and I have to say that after all the anger, anxiety, sadness, and negative emotions I've dealt with, I welcome having no emotion, or conscience for that matter.
I am aware that most sociopaths become serial killers, so I don't think sociopath would be quite the right term for it...
But I have no emotion. I am hostile to those close to me, and so on.

Thoughts, please?