[CANDLEJA-]

Thanks for your input, guys. I figured it was most likely depression, I've been diagnosed with GAD and Panic Disorder and depression, but for some reason this just felt different. Maybe the depression is just getting more severe.
I was put on Prozac, then I took myself off because I tried stupid things with it. Then I was put on Xanax and Paxil, and the Xanax helped, but I could only be on it for two weeks, and people close to me don't want me on it.
My parents don't want me going on any medication, neither does my boyfriend...but the psychiatrists and counceller's in my area are so ignorant, and just plain stupid.
P.S
I never took being a sociopath as a serious option, I know I'm not, but I don't for some reason at the time it seemed like a possibility because out of the mental disorders I've read about, it was the one I remember saying you feel nothing.