I feel really bad right now. I've been sick since Thursday with something that we don't know what it is yet. And each time I go to school I feel sicker than I do when I'm at home relaxing.
My Mom says that I'm actually good enough to go to school and that I'm just emotionally drained- like I'm letting my anxiety get the best of me and that I'm worried too much about getting sick at school.
When she told me that I suddenly felt reeeaaaalllllyyyy depressed. Like emotional crisis freak out time.
I've managed to calm down a little. But I suddenly wanted to just kill myself, because I don't know what's wrong with me! I don't know if I'm emotionally drained or if it's because I'm sick that I'm anxious. Or something, but she made me feel really bad, like I'm just an emotionally wrecked child.
I talked to my Dad about it, and he said that I could try to go to school so that I don't fall behind. But he said that what my Mom said wasn't right. That being sick can take a lot out of you. And I know I'm not completely over it yet. I can't eat a lot and I can't eat certain things without feeling sick.
But I think that if I feel sick when I go to school, then I probably just shouldn't go! I should probably just stay home and try to relax and get better. And hopefully today I'll know what's wrong with me and I'll be able to recover faster.
But I really need help here.
I don't know what it is. I guess I need to hear other opinions and comforting words. Lol