[xox-Madison-xox]

i cut because i like the feeling .. i cant describe it .. it makes me feel alive and distracts me from thoughts in my head .. after im done i love nursing the wound and taking care of it and trying to make it better .. when im in school i take a peek up my sleeve and see the cut and im proud of it but when i talk to my doctor or any one about it im ashamed of it .. after it heals i just want to start over again ..