[CANDLEJA-]

That's like me. And it's not really "anger" I feel, I just feel hostile...like, I feel really uncomfortable around my parents...maybe it's because their alcoholics and that's caused a lot of shit for me when they are drunk. I don't know if anger was a good word to describe it, I just feel really out of touch with them, very uncomfortable...I don't talk to them...
And I know! agh, it's like someone could walk up to you, scream in your face the most insulting thing ever, and you just sit there and not give a crap. That's happened a few times, and other stuff has happened where a normal, emotional reaction would be expected from most people, and it just went right passed me.
I like what you said about the immunity thing though, it makes sense...I guess once you feel like crap for a while, it just becomes sort of second nature and normal, and you just get numb...