Hey Drew!
So, sadly enough, your post makes perfect sense to me.I get it.Restricting does two things, that's what it is, restricting. It gives you a sense of control, and it makes you feel better, sometimes. There's a rush you get from working out, when it's not draining, and it's a really addicting feeling. So is being hungry. But it's also very dangerous.
I know how hard it can be to eat, believe me I do. But you can't quit trying. You have to try to make yourself eat a few small meals a day. Start small, baby steps, and work your way up. Six small meals is recommended for the average person, three larger meals are okay, with a few small snacks. But make sure you are at least trying to eat. Find foods that don't make you feel sick, and try eating those. Greasy, unhealthy foods will do more harm than good on an empty stomach; try fruit and veggies, protein and iron. Vitamins are not enough, your body needs food to survive. Try talking to your school counselor, they can help you, if you let them.
If you need anything, feel free to
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