[Black Rose]

look im with a boy for 5 years now and ive cheated on him 4 times! i mean i had sex 4 times and not once with him. i really love this guy but i also love the guy i had sex with. one lives with me in my city and even goes to my school and the guy ive dated for 5 years lives in wisconcion a whole 12 hours from me. we may get together for prom but im afraid its not enough. all i can do tonight is think bout the guy i had sex with. not my boyfriend at all. i want to have sex with him again and i dont want to hurt my boyfriend so what do i do?