The last few nights have been pretty bad..All I do lately is cry myself to sleep and think about hurting myself. I feel so stupid cuz nothing major has happened lately to trigger these feelings. I just want them to go away and for me to be happy. I have like zero people to talk to apart from this site and my boyfriend, but I hardly talk to him lately and I can't even tell my mom and doctor about this cuz they will just want to put me on more meds. I don't want to try anymore cuz they will just make me sick or more depressed.. Well, I am going to stop rambling and I am sorry if none of this makes sence, I just needed to get it off my chest somewhere. Thanks for whoever reads this.
