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March 22nd 2010, 07:39 AM
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It may not really be triggering. I don't know, but its jsut a precaution.
I recently started picking off scabs or any sort of bump on my arms. Also, in my scalp I have tons of bumps and I claw away at them until I don't feel them anymore. It gives me a horrible head ache but I do it anyways. Thats kind of the point.
With cutting it felt good. Doing this doesn't even feel good but I can't get myself to stop. I basically stopped cutting and now I'm doing this. Why? I know theres the thread up there about, is this self harm, and it is. But why am I doing it if it doesn't even feel good, ya know? Its weird because as soon as I feel a bump I have to claw away at it. I don't have to be upset. I just have to feel it. Am I the only one who does this?
Life is to short to put it off anymore
You gotta live it before it’s too late
I can’t turn that clock back around
On what you’re dreaming about
You better do it now, don’t wait
Do something crazy and dumb, while your still young. <3
Need to talk? I'm here. ---> 
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