[Prozac]

Hey there Lea,

I know you feel as though you're at a total loss right now but it really is promising that you're posting here and looking for help and support, you deserve that. You deserve help and to get better - you certainly do not sound pathetic. It is courageous of you to be asking for help.

Things are not pointless, even if they may not feel like it. There are things that you can work towards if you set yourself some aims that you'd like to achieve and there are experiences that you have not enjoyed. The point is to be happy, Lea, so do try to keep working towards that. You are not alone in how you are feeling. It may be a good idea if you are feeling lonely to try and get out and socialise, perhaps gain some more friends from a club which would also be taking up your time to hopefully distract you from your thoughts and feelings.

Take care of yourself.