Thank you all <3
I really, really want to tell.
But no one cares. The school knows everything. That I started trying to kill myself again a few weeks ago, that I've SHed for the last 4 years, everything. And no one cares. Not my teachers, not the child protection officer, no one. So if I tell, nothing will change, and nothing will happen, and I'll feel like my last means of getting help will have been taken from me if that makse sense?
Ahh