[Synaestheasiaen]

You seem like you're still fairly new to Xanax. The first few times I did it I didn't feel much and thought it was not only boring, but I hallucinated a little and would fall asleep and not remember anything I was doing before hand and that's completely normal. You just need to be careful because getting hooked on anti anxiety medicine will mess you up for sure. If you get full blown addicted, your anxiety will spiral out of control so bad, that you'll be worse off then you were before you did it.