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love/hate relationship - April 4th 2010, 05:14 PM

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I love self harming...but I hate it. To me, I think it feels good. I feel like it relieves stress, and helps me with my nerves. It relaxes me a lot. But there's always the, "What if." What if someone notices, what if it bleeds through my shirt later on. What if someone asks why I am wearing long sleeves in 80 degree weather.

I have pretty much isolated myself though. My friends have all left me behind and I have no one. I don't know who to turn to. or what to do. i'm thinking about going into a residential treatment center.