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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 31st 2009, 07:15 PM
When I ask you to let me go I want you to hold on tighter
When I tell my mom "I love you too." I NEVER really mean it
I'm afraid of love...
..but I know what it is... and I know that's what I feel for you.
I can't stop crying...
.. and I'm not sure I want to.
It is the HARDEST thing in the world for me to express how I feel in a healthy way.
I cut again.. and I think it needs stitches.
I've thought since I was 9 that I'm going to die b4 i'm 17.
I want to be happy...
.. but I've never known how, and I don't think I'll ever learn.
I wish I was as strong as you think I can be.
I wish I was able to just tell the truth...
Sometimes I just want to be alone, but in your arms at the same time, and it's such a complicated feeling.
I want someone to want me even if I don't them... and it makes me feel so selfish.\
I love you...
.. no matter how much i try to hate you.
There's things I need that I'm too afraid to ask for.
I have so many regrets... *sigh*
A Heart doesn't look both ways...
Last edited by Boxy; January 31st 2009 at 07:27 PM.