[shaytaan]

well i secretly like bleach (don't tell my sister lol)
well I'm still haunted by her death i can't get her eyes out of my head it
even though i eat like a ton i never have felt hungry :P
hurts so badly inside :"( its hard to take it like a man like my dad says
i used to watch barney
and my dad beats me regularly and the worst part is my mom used to
i've only just started to care about the smell of my breath lol
object but now she joins in i don't know what to do or feel or anything its
when home alone i talk to myself :3
suffocating me i want to die but i don't have the guts to go down the road
i've only hugged three people in my life, and none of them are my parents
instead of across the street and i wish someone can save me even she can
and i this is my favorite emoticon:
only cover it for a moment and she's the best I've got D": and i feel like an a** even typing this and i hate myself for trying to hide it :"(