Hey Miriam,
Its your dear friend Miranda.<3
My boyfriend goes through the same thing..as you already know. I am so sorry this is happening to you. You are so amazing though, for forgiving your parents, and still loving them..I can relate to how hard it is..feeling as if you don't have the strength to get out..and being so scared that you can't notify anyone to help you..I know sweety..reading this, brings tears to my eyes, because such an amazing girl like you..has to suffer like this.
I know that I haven't been through the same EXACT experiences...so I can't say I can completely relate to everything your feeling, but in some ways I can. I know that you feel weak, and I know what that feelings like...its painful, and its useless. But let me tell you now...you're one of the strongest people I know. You have suffered through so much..but look at you, just look at you..you're still fighting, you haven't given up at all, and I find that amazing. You're a innocent young woman, and you haven't done anything wrong, so don't EVER guilt trip yourself over this...I know its hard..I understand..and I know its easier said than done, but you can do it, you just have to try. You are amazing Miriam. You are. You are so strong...its unbelievable. You can get out, you can make it through this, just give it some effort, and don't give up. I know you feel like its close to time, but don't let it be, keep fighting, you can do it. I believe in you. I really do..I'm always here for you sweety..always. But please, don't ever, ever, give up. <3 You're strong, beautiful, and innocent. Always remember that. Always. :Hug:
<3 always,
Miranda.