[Ess The Morgenstern *]

I haven't purged in two weeks now even though I've binged and I'm having 3 meals with 2 light snacks in between (that's the average mediterranean diet). I have the urge of skipping meals, hiding and throwng food or just puke but I don't. I'm on recovery from bulimia, my next steep since I don't purge is to overcome binging, and then, the real enemy of mine: dieting thoughts. I know it'll take a long time, I know I'll put on some weight but I'll do what it takes in order to leave this hell