You're in a really bad situation but you really need to tell someone who can call the police if you can't do that yourself. Or even someone on
TH if they can help. You know that I would but I'm not in America :/
You are not weak. Getting as far as you are now proves that. Crying doesn't make you weak hun, it helps let things out. Don't give up on yourself. You will get help
And you'll get out and everything will be fine
Remember that I'm here for you if you need me! Anytime
Love you, take care <3