we tried giving in everything. she wouldnt open her mouth at all. thinking logic,i guess it was her time to go.
thats what they said. like in human age,she was 80.
yeah,shes gone. i hope shes in a safe place. RIP buggy.
yesterday i was really disturbed though,i kept imagining her everywhere in the backyard. i felt like she was there,looking all around even though i knew she isnt here with me anymore. sounds like a horror drama movie but i really "saw" her. now i am left with my 2 cats,4 kittens.
things go on, i gotta start thinking about them. but if i dont need a dog right now, i wont adopt it yet. cause i need time to forget a bit about this. i dont want to hate in the next one.
maybe in late august or even maybe next year...
thanks for the support guys. thanks hannah.
