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I Tried To Stay Away - July 10th 2010, 06:54 PM

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I feel it run through me,
The blood in my vein,
Feel it almost shiver,
As I start my game.

I tried to stay away,
I tried to not think of harm,
Even though as I say it,
Its sliding down my arm.

I try to make it deep this time,
But I cannot feel the pain,
I sit at the bathroom sink,
And watch my arm drain.

The blood swirls round the sink,
A twirling pirouette,
Washed away from my sight,
Lies have now been set.

But I cannot stop at one this time,
As I cannot live like this,
This time I need to let it glide,
And hope I no longer miss.

The blood it spurts this time,
Against the bathroom wall,
With the room spinning,
I sit and tremble.

I tried to stay away,
I tried not to think of harm,
But I just want to die,
I cannot stay calm.

So laying on the floor,
Life on its last thread,
Id whisper that Im sorry,
If I wasnt already dead.

[x] Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You wont try for me, not now,
Though I'd die to know you love me,

I'm all alone,

Isn't something missing?
Isnt someone missing me [x]

Baby, i want you to be my superman.
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