Thread: Triggering (Grieving): My mama
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Re: My mama - July 12th 2010, 06:38 AM

When my mom died I did not cry too, and I felt exactly the same as you do - that I am stupid, and selfish. I just couldn't cry, i was shocked and couldn't believe what just happened, and mainly I didn't want anyone to see me crying. But, you should know that it is not selfishness at all - after the funeral I cried every night, I grieved silently in my own room, in bathroom. There was over a week when I cried every every night, for 3-4 hours a night.


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