Hey Cullen (good name by the way

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I can really understand how you feel, Ive been struggling with suicidal thoughts a lot recently, which means I can't really give advice other than saying to really think this through. Don't make any rash decisions. I would like to get to know you, so please don't do anything. We are here for you. feel free to
PM me and we can talk about it, and get to know each other