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Re: Recovery Support Thread -
February 4th 2009, 12:42 PM
ive been doing really really badly these last couple of weeks. i have no idea why.
ive made myself purge 3 times this week alone. im just slipping and slipping and i cant get back on my feet....
i feel so terrible. and ive started getting nosebleeds again, from the pressure in my head. it happens every time because not enough time passes for the capillaries to heal...
ugh im so disgusted. i hate myself. and my body. i keep finding pictures from a couple of years ago when i was really bad, and i looked so good. i hate it. i hate me.
if i tell my boyfriend, then he'll tell someone (ie: my best friend), because he said he would if i couldnt stop it by myself.
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