[HopelessVictim]

At first I pushed people away on purpose to avoid you know, a friendship that could potentially turn into me being stepped on. But then I started doing it unknowingly, probably because I had beem doing it for so long and was used to it.
Yes, I am still afraid that people will hurt me...but I do want to let at least one person out of the family close to me. However, that's a problem because most of the teens my age in this town are much too immature and they don't take anything seriously. So I'm at a loss of who I could really be friends with, if I can even make friends.