[Whisperer]

April,
Grieving for a pet can definately be extremely hard. I understand your pain. You have to understand though, time will lessen the pain. Keep pictures of her, her toys, other things to remember her by also. Don't hold back your tears, let them out. I know you were probably really close to that cat, but you can get through this. Maybe see if you could go to an animal shelter and look for another cat? It won't be the same, but it may help take a little bit of the pain away. You'll have something else to focus on. There's nothing you did wrong, I'm sure your kitty is watching you from the clouds.
Stay strong,
Alessa