Similar situation here too. I'm on my second month I think. Yeah 40 days. It's really hard not to slip up. Even just a little. Try to distract yourself with sothung thy would make you happy. Even if it's somthing really silly. Last week I biked to the park, layed down, and played the drums on my tummy while listening to music. Do anything to distract you. Call up someone you've lost contac with. Find a pen pal.
pm me if you Ever need someone to talk to.