[Rainbow Dash]

I think it's due to starting college soon. I've been randomly crying for what seems like no reason. The irrational thoughts are back again >.> I feel like the worst possible scenario to every situation is going to happen.

My dad took my mum to the hospital this morning for an appointment about them removing her gallstones. I feel like something is going to go wrong there. I also can't get hold of my dad on his mobile (he more than likely left it in the car like he always does) but I feel like he has gotten into an accident or something My friend hasn't text me back for a week and I feel like I've annoyed her somehow :/ she's just genuinely a hard person to get hold of.

Gah I suppose it's good that I know these thoughts are irrational but I can't get them out of my head. My normal rationalising my thoughts idea isn't working either :/ I can't help but feel nervous about everything.

I want to cry well... okay, I am crying right now

Edit:// Okay, my dad just phoned me because he had 7 missed calls off me :/ He and my mum are in ASDA and everything is fine. Ugh, I hate my brain