[floatingangel]

heyhey, how're you now? i know how that feels... sometimes i use alternatives that really don't seem to work and really make me feel like hurting myself more..
but i did find some things in the end that really helped. (: takes some trial and error before you actually get to what works for you. for me, it was hugging soft toys and drawing the same thing over and over.
try not to use alternatives that cause hurt to yourself, coz the pain can really trigger you (or at least it triggers me).
take care!