[rebeccajane]

I can see that its really hard right now, but i think you need to hang in there hun. There is obviously something keeping you here on earth. I don't think that your supposed to die.

Its really sad and hurtful what your brother does to you. I guess that there would be a reason behind all his anger that he should really get counciling for. Anyway, i think that you should tell someone about this.. if you haven't already. Like a councilor or an adult, even a friend. Do you and your mum talk about it? You defiantly shouldn't have to go through that and not in feel safe in your own home. Maybe also, going to the hospital or a doctor. Get it all checked out. Make sure nothing broken.

I really hope everything goes well for you hun. Take care!
Rebecca x