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September 5th 2010, 03:58 PM
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I don't want to live anymore.
Life seems so boring. It's just more effort than it's worth. There's nothing good in it. Its just horrible.
Everyone else seems to manage life so well. I just fail. I fail at life. I fail at everything. Every time I try I fail. It never gets better. It's seems so easy for people to keep on living. Why can't it be easy for me?
I feel so hopeless. This stupid depression feels like it's going on forever.
I wish I could disappear, disintegrate. I wish I never existed. I wish all this could just go away in a blink of an eye. I don't want this life anymore. I'm tired of trying to live it and failing.
I'm tired of this.
I just wish I had the guts to kill myself.
We are like butterflies who flutter for a day and think its forever
-Carl Sagan
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