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things are bad -
September 6th 2010, 11:41 PM
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Last night I tried to kill myself [Edited ~CourageousSurvivor~ Reason: please do not post suicide methods]Unfortunately my gag reflex kicked in and I just threw up instead. I am completely alone. I have literally 2 friends left and I'm such a bitch to them. I'll get mad at them for no reason and have a go at them and then beg them to forgive me. I'm not worth their time anymore. I have nothing left. I'm unemployed, fat, ugly, lonely, stupid, unloved and manipulting. I'm a wrthless pile of shit. But every time I try to kill myself, I seem to fail. I fail at everything. Even death. I'm out of options. I don't know what to do.
Last edited by ~CourageousSurvivor~; September 6th 2010 at 11:58 PM.
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