[Tank Girl]

It really does hurt when your own mother tells you that you are a problem or dissapointment. Instead of focusing on what your parents or therapists think, consider this: are you happy? Is your weight loss satisfying you, making you feel fulfilled? If it is, great! But I have a feeling that you are unhappy, and although you say you don't want to recover, I know that you do want to be happy, because that is a basic human need. First, ask yourself what will make you happy, and then do it. Perhaps this will mean ignoring your parents comments, and laughing at your therapist. It also may mean starting a new path; which could very well include recovery. It's a long road, but a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Good luck!