[LittleFish]

You raped me. You hurt me. You pulled me into this and made me think I could trust you, made me think you’d lead me in the right direction. Every day I feel so worthless and pathetic and weak because of you. You call me fat, you call me weak, and you tell me I’m not good enough every day. I can’t express how much I hate you. I cut because of you, I cut because somehow, some part of me hopes that one day I’ll just bleed you out of my system, and it’s disgusting to me that when I do that I’m just giving you what you want. You’re a sick bastard and I’ll always hate you. You may not have a body, you may not have a physical form, but you’re real to me. You’re a fucking monster, and I’ll kick you out of my head. The hard way. You know what the hard way is.