[MadPoet]

Sometimes I wish I were a lot older, so I could leave. Even though my family has done nothing to me.
& Sometimes I don't see big problems as problems. Like drugs...or Self harm.
Sometimes I want to be depressed just because I want to be something, and not feel like I'm totally alone. At least when your depressed your not alone feeling that way, but when you feel like I usually do - like nothing matters, it seems like you are a lot more alone in a way.

Oh, and right now I want to walk up to you and tell you the truth, mixed with some lies. That I absolutely hate you, and that I wish I'd never been your friend, and that I know you're a liar. Even though you could be telling the truth. But the truth is that I hate you. Really. I hate hate hate your guts