Well I think it's too late based on the averages of when people first kiss, go on a date, have sex, etc. It's ridiculous to compare this to being 77. I wanted to have a fulfilling and normal teenage experience. That is what I want. That is what I missed. That is why it's too late. I missed the start. I missed the experiences. It's too late to start having first experiences. Why?
It's because I want to experience these things with someone who hasn't experienced them either. Everyone is too intimidating. I want to be like the majority of people in the world. Why can't that be?
Well, I think that girls should at least try to talk to me. They talk to the other guys. Why not me? It's not because they're shy. They're fine with other people. They just don't approach me.
Trust me from my experience, I do not portray myself as a miserable person. I have put together a very good guise of a nerdy guy who keeps to himself, but is fine with that. He is a very nice guy who will help you when you need aid in school. He smiles a lot and does not want to have a relationship. I am being completely honest here...no one knows.
I will not take the first step. As I have stated, I cannot approach girls. I know that. That's why I am asking if there is any good reason to live without this ability. Everyone keeps dodging that.
well i guess i know what the answer is then.
