Thread: Triggering (Suicide): Hurting myself and others
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Hurting myself and others - November 9th 2010, 06:42 AM

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Hi. I've had tendancies, and acted upon hurting myself and others, maliciously and in painful ways. I find it easy to conceal the stress and anger I feel on the outside. I'm always feeling on edge, and I feel so close to breaking up and acting on my emotions. I've hurt myself many times before, and each time it gets more brutal and painful. I understand that it's wrong to feel this way, but I seem to enjoy it. It's almost like a venting system but there's nothing in my life which could possibly cause this anger.
I don't know what else to do to vent this spontaneous anger, it only seems right, and satisfying, to do what I do.

Someone help me, I need advice.