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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - December 19th 2010, 11:41 AM
No, I'm not okay. I'm only "happy" when I'm drunk. I could care less about school. I don't like where I live. I haven't had a real friend since I was 11. I want to hurt myself, but can't because I promised someone. I don't know where I'm going, what I want to do, or how I'm going to survive. I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me back. I didn't forget my lunch or my money, I just don't want to eat. I spend most nights either drunk or crying, but rarely ever sleeping. And someday I'm fairly certain I'll just lay down and never get up. Death by broken heart, it does happen ya know.

And I won't tell you this. I won't let you in. I won't let you be my friend because every friend I've ever had before has ended up screwing me over or just stopped caring. I don't believe in love. And I don't believe in friends. I'm sorry.

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