[emma01]

We actually aren't allowed to post information about how to carry out ED behaviours, for obvious reasons. And no one with an ED or who has recovered from an ED will want to share how to do it, because we know it is hell...and I certainly don't wish it on anyone.

You have to eat...you just have to. You can lose weight by eating heaps more than one meal, and if you lose it healthily, you will feel so much better, and can avoid hospital and even worse, death. I just got out of hospital, and I was put on the nasogastric tube. It was HORRIBLE. Trust me, you dont ever want that. Also, with eating disorders, you never win. You either die thin, live a horrible life thin, or gain weight. You have to accept the latter option and just gain weight in the end...thats the only way to happiness.