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Name: Lei
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Unhappy Tumblr Trigger- don't know what to do - February 28th 2011, 03:16 AM

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I was on tumblr looking through one of my followers page. One of the pictures she had reblogged on it was an arm completely cut up. I am itching to cut again. I haven't cut in like 4-5 months and I really want to. My metal state has been so clouded with self doubt and lack of self worth. Funny thing is despite my emotions I never considered cutting to feel better. I thought about throwing up but I didn't. Now, I'm remembering how good it felt. I don't know what to do. I know what I shouldn't do but I'm not sure how much I care about right or wrong.
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