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Make it stop - March 5th 2011, 02:24 PM

I want her out of my head. God dammit

How do you get someone out of your head?

How do you get a woman, who you loved with all of your heart for a year, who loved you back and always said she wanted to be with you forever, out of your head?

She lied to me, she strung me along for 3 weeks, and then she had him verbally berate me, before calling me a psycho.

And yet, I can't get her out of my head. I still dream about her. She still sneaks into my thoughts.

I just want her out. It's like poison.

I want to scream all the time.

IS THIS WHAT YOU FUCKING WANTED? TO DESTROY ME?

LEAVE ME ALONE.



Often I lie wide awake, thinking of things I could make.
But I don’t seem to have the parts to build them.
I am so scared of what will kill me in the end, for I am not prepared.
I hope I will get the chance to be someone, to be human.





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