[Twisted]

I know you hate it when i apologise to you repeatedly, but I really am truly sorry for the way i act sometimes. You mean everything to me and if I ever lost you well, it sounds dramatic but the world around me would come crashing down. Everything I'm working on right now is for us, I mess up sometimes but I'm trying. I really am trying so hard to better myself physically and emotionally and it's all for you and our future. I can't wait for september to roll around so I can start a course in a career I have a genuine interest in, get a good job and start a family with you. I can't wait for us to have our first child. Every day I long for it but I know that the sensible thing would be to wait a year or two. I just love you so much, and I know that you love me just the same.